When I was at school I felt a strong drawing to a half-chinese student who was facing racial hatred and bullying from others. We became good friends and this was definitely from God as there was no selfish motive involved. The Lord was simply revealing my innermost calling to work among the Chinese (his mother happened to come from Malaysia which is now where I minister much, living in Singapore).

However, I also felt 'drawn' to a certain girl at school who was very understanding and caring , and attractive too! This doesn't mean I have a ministry to women!!!! If I analyse my motives in this they were totally selfish. Because I felt rejected by others and she was accepting me I was wrongly drawn to her.

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